my dad threw away my chili seedlings!!! T____T i picked them myself, cm plant them n mum water them daily, how can he throw them away!! even if they r dying, oso cannot throw!! T__T I WAN MY BABY CHILI PLANT BACK!

juz came back from Rabobank concert.. then found them gone. so sad!! anyway, realli enjoyed the rabobank performance... always find it veri fun as the songs are not difficult, feels great to be performing voluntarily again and can see many old frens.. altho now there's more new faces =p almost felt like i was back in the past, juz a student... carefree and happy.. how i wish i can go back! i know it's wrong to keep looking back.. or u will nv move forward... but i juz miss those days so much!

i find that i've changed so much over these 1 and half yrs of working life.. i've learnt the hard cold ways of life, that life in Sg is veri practical, achievement driven, and a person is not valued as a person per say, but valued for his work done. the more work he does, the more value he adds to himself. of cuz all bosses wans all workers to work hard, but they are also humans. sometimes, bosses tend to forget that. esp those who have maids at home.. pls respect ur maid!! they are also humans.. scold them if they make mistakes, but reward them when they've done well!!

i think the more i learn abt the working world, the more pessimistic i become.. but i am still veri naive at this point of time. i keep forgetting, and juz expect tt everyone comes with goodwill.. keep forgetting that i'm no longer juz a carefree student.. but a working adult with PR skills yet to master.. how many times muz i remind myself to look out?! pls lilian dun be so dumb le. grow up! =(

anyway, had a great night with the alumni co.. at least brought back happy memories! =)