is it bcuz i've told my boss abt my leaving.. that i feel so much lighter now? everyday when i look up, i find the sky so beautiful.. the sun casting shadows and reflecting light off the clouds.. making them so pretty and magnificent..

maybe it's juz bcuz there's more sunlight now that it isnt raining cats n dogs everyday anymore.. haha...

i developed the photos taken on my hk trip..and i hung them on the wall on the living room.. together with a photo of my parents as well.. it seems to make the home a bit more homelier.. once in a while, i am still brought down by panic at the thought of leaving my home for such a long time. but seeing those photos, i somehow feel a bit better. besides, now is the best time to go explore a bit. i haf no family committment.. and my parents are still fit (not that old yet haha).. plus it would be good for me to reflect and think abt wad it is that i wan to do with my life. learning to adapt to a new place and trying to work there will definitely toughen me up somemore (altho aleadi toughen quite a bit after this AM job..-_-).

realli looking forward to it!

and i really feel like screaming.. I AM ALIVE! =D

i'm back from Hong Kong!! cant believe it ended so fast!! i had a great time there.. realli good to see tt my sis is adapting well over there too!

during this trip i did a l ot of things that i wouldn't have done normally.. i went hiking... -_- yes i went hiking.. cant describe how tired i was.. but the scenery is beautiful.. it's a whole island with beautiful landscape.. i tot there would be a lot of tourists, but surprisingly there were more locals on local tours than tourists.. there was even a birthday party for kinds there.. lots of children running ard.. zzz.. we had a great time taking photos as well.. got to know new frens of my sistoo.. but while we were walking.. n climbing a bit too.. i didnt dare to take photos.. cuz i have to keep looking at where i'm stepping! once i tried to take a photo i almost tripped.. so in the end i onli took photos when we sstopped.. but anyways the inside of the island is not v pretty..

and then.. i sat on a roller coaster.. twice! >_< ok it's not the realli huge kind, but it was the biggest one i ever rode! my sis even better. she went to take the big one alone!! sorri la.. i realli dun dare to take.. haha.. the 2nd one was at disney land.. the space thingy.. ok la dat one wasnt as scary.. cuz not much of the dropping down.. it was more like slamming to the sides very fast n quite violently.. once my head and arms were flung out of the cabin but cuz there was a safety bar pressing down on all of us.. so i didnt fly out lo.. if not.. i sure fly out one..

n we ate n shop quite a lot too.. hehe.. v tiring but fun.. we oso went to ocean park n disneyland.. all the touristy places.. wanted to go vic peak n big buddha too but too many places to go to.. and too many things too see! haha.. anyway my sis went there twice before aleadi.. n i'm not realli interested in those.. so we changed plans..

next! i hope my sis can join me at australia.. den it'll be my turn to show her ard too!! cant wait! =D

戴佩妮-----防空洞
作词：戴佩妮　作曲：戴佩妮　编曲：吴庆隆

还记得那一次你将你的手
小心的放进我的口袋 轻声的说不要颤抖
还记得那一次你擦干我的泪
还坚持将我低下的头 紧紧的贴进你的胸口

我有多久没感动过 若不是你那么强烈的保护我
若不是你的那一句 你有的不多
却愿意把最好的都留给我

你要我住进你心里的防空洞
不让无谓的思绪暗涌
再多分扰也都没有用
你决定了我所有的喜怒哀愁

你把我带到一个停泊的港口 让回忆可以避避风
仰望着夜空 听潮起潮落
为你我不再向往着漂流

juz heard this song again.. its a simple song.. but very very nice... juz fr fun, i went to translate the lyrics to english using google translator: