today is 大年初一.. and as usual, went to bai nian...

1st, went to cm's house to visit his parents.. then after having lunch, rushed back home to fetch mummy n xiang to go jerlyn's place.. at 1st i was juz wearing a neon pink t-shirt and jeans with heels, but xiang say too plain, shd dress up a bit.. so i went up again to change.. but couldn't find anything nice to wear!! (yes yes i can almost hear cm saying my wardrobe is bursting with clothes but i juz cant find anything to wear!!! >_<) so finally juz settled for a plain black dress i bought in melb.. juz some random thots.. i realli feel old after the gathering.. seeing my cousins all grown up, including myself.. jerlyn used to be soooo small n cute, but now she's taller than me altho she's onli pri 4!!! and she can play audition better than me.. miss the days when she couldn't even turn the com on by herself.. n today i found out that my 表哥 blogs as well! and he can write realli realli well.. impressive!

after reading his blog, i feel tt my life is realli boring.. he has experienced more ups and downs than me. all my life, i had lived a standard template designed by the government. went to kindergarden, primary school, secondary sch, JC, NUS and then started working. and i got my 1st bf at the age of 20. YES HE IS MY 1ST BF LA!!! not that i nv like guys b4 him, but he's the 1st one that receives all ticks on my 'boyfriend checklist' =) and so i guess my life will carry on like the template was designed to be.. if nthg goes wrong, i would date for a few more yrs, finally getting married.. then have children and so on.. all the while i would also be working hard and saving money so that i can support family, buy hdb or buy car etc etc. i juz followed this track that was followed by thousands of others my age. there is nothing remarkable in my life. nthg interesting that i can write abt myself. of cuz i'm veri contented. a bit sad that my life is juz so plain, but mabe this is wad's most suitable for me.

ok Now u want to know WHAT i have in my boyfriend checklist rite? i knew it, nvm i will share:
1. make me laugh - always able to cheer me up wif some lame shit hahaha
2. cleverer than me - ok u guys are gonna say this is too easy to fulfil cuz i am so blur n stupid!!! >_<
3. thrifty
4. confidence - guys who are confident are attractive, enuff said
5. maturity - dun like childish or naive guys. bcuz my family has always been poor, i always had to think/work harder than other teenagers.. so it made me slightly mature in certain aspects (YES I AM MATURE DUN LAUGH LIAO =P)
6. 体贴 - dunno wad it is in english, so i wrote in chinese.
7. chemistry!!
8. common goals for the r/s~

aiya have checklist also no use de la. when it comes, it juz comes!! hahaha...

btw, work still sucks.