today was an exceptional day.. cuz my P actually said since I'm so tied down with work, he's gg to get another HOD to be the SCC. Wad did i do to receive this 大恩大德? i almost couldn't believe my ears!

i am so touched!

how can i still feel like quitting when he's so nice?


mabe dats the point hor. aiya suan le.. haha..


the other day i watched The Bucket List. It's a story abt 2 old men who realised they are down with cancer. after slogging out almost 40years of their lives, they suddenly are left with onli 6 to 12 mths to live...so it's either they choose to spend the rest of their time in hospital with loads of medicine n surrounded by crying family members, or they can go n do the wildest things they can ever think of doing.. n they chose the latter. one of them died 1st, but he died kinda peacefully i think.. acceptance.. the other one lived a while longer.. n he managed to complete the list. it is a veri simple yet touching story. reminds me of the time i spent at the cancer centre.. it was also a place full of despair.. many of them couldnt accept their condition.. n u see them getting weaker n weaker as the months go past.. the chemo section was worse.. a whole stretch of patients having medicine pumped through their body as they laid there, bored with aching or stiff body.. most of them detest having to go through it. some even rather die than do chemo..
but strangely, some of the better times i had there were when i was talking to them. it makes my day if i managed to make one of them just a little less unhappy. also, once in a while i'd meet someone who is really optimistic. veri positive attitude towards life. it will also give me lots of motivation. if even they can live so vibrantly, there's no excuse for me not to!