so it's 5.24pm.. i'm sitting alone in the office i normally share with the OM. Almost everyone has left.. it's so quiet now that i feel kind of peaceful.

life is quite amazing, really. I think about this morning, when I was still complaining that it's only the start of a long week, and now it's about the end of a day. Last year I was anticipating my dec hols and now I have all the photos neatly in an album. When I think about how I felt before an event, how I felt during the event, and how I felt after the event, life seems almost miraculous. But I am quite impatient. I always can't wait for the event to:
a) happen faster
b) be over faster

i hate waiting... some ppl think that process is more important than results. But as I am so impatient, I don't often enjoy the process, i tend to look forward to results, if results equal rewards, dat is... but wad happens after the results? i dunno... start another process/journey and start hating it all over again? I hate myself sometimes for being the way I am. bcuz the way that I think makes my life miserable. If i am able to change my way of thinking, my attitude towards life and work and everything else..

i want to be strong and optimistic! but sometimes, i am really nothing more than an average soft-spoken, silly girl who only wants simple happiness.

this is really a senseless post. i dun blame u for wanting to knock my brains out of my head!