i'm back n fighting! sats need to work, so what? over-stressed, so what?!

today the new vp said to me, "when u r thinking abt a problem u muz think through it from the 1st step till the last step."

no offence but i wanted to laugh in her face. i normally have abt 5 to 6 problems at the back of my mind at any point of time. what i do is to think of the 1st step and last step for all of them, distribute the work out to either myself or other clerks with instructions for only 1st step and then think of step 2 or step 3 when the jobs starts getting back one by one. at the same time other jobs start coming in and i have to think of step one for them as and when they come in. i dun have the luxury of T-I-M-E! as wad cm's dad says, prioritizing becomes the most important skill and the person who pesters me the most have the highest priority!! it's so true that i didnt even realise it for a fact until it was spoken.. zzz

the new vp has no idea what she is getting into, does she..

anyway, had another emotional struggle for the past week.. in the end, i finally told myself to juz try my best, dun feel so upset when things go wrong.. work is work, dun put all ur heart into it.. u will feel all drained and sad when it is not recognised.. anyway this is short term for me.. why shd i make myself so miserable? i can quit anytime i wan.. no point antagonising myself over this..

anyway! i am thinking of perming my hair this time.. if u know of any good and cheap salons, let me know~


tired.. gg to sleep.. zzz..