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Welcome to andra's diary..
Wednesday, October 22, 2008Y

sigh.. havent been able to sleep well lately.. sometimes insomnia too.. very scary to lie awake in the night alone and nobody to talk to.. not to mention walking ard like zombie next day at work.. am i very stress? i guess so.. but aleadi not as stress as last time.. i find dat i am coping the stress better.. why do i still face insomnia? i tried noting down the dates and stuff i ate or done whenever i cant sleep.. but there's no pattern at all too.. my body is kinda messed up too.. periods all off track.. sigh..

i guess this job is just not suitable for me.. today another new AM said dat it would be frustrating for the sch if the AM leaves after going through so much training.. cuz we were talking abt posting to HQ after 2 yrs.. well.. yea it's bad for the sch.. but gotta think for myself right.. actualli.. right now everything's a blur.. dun realli know wad i'm gg to do in the near future. after i leave this place, where do i go? shd i travel while still young? or do i wanna study more? i realli got no idea.. sigh.. i guess i juz hope to find a job which i enjoy, and wont find a chore.. is dat so hard..?

ends at 10:41 PM