wad a day..

morning went back sch to take my notes of meeting to write the minutes at home.. then rushed to ICA to collect my passport.. sigh i take so many photos to choose a nice one. in the end its black n white photo.. no diff.. haha.. anyway.. after dat rushed to dbs to remit money to my sis in HK.. den went to see face doc for more med.. the he recommend me to do the pixel treatment. which is literally using laser to pixelate ur face lolz..

so ard 4pm cm accompanied me to the branch in taka.. did the pixel thing.. man it was so painful!!! really burning my skin with laser! and after the whole thing, my face was filled with square dots, like pixelated lidat.. zzz.. so pain aleadi.. they still put anti bacterial gel.. burned like mad.. so painful painful painful!!!!

now it's better.. not as pain but still quite painful.. like pricked by needles.. erm.. oso like sunburnt badly.. supposed to peel to promote cell growth.. kill bacteria in my acne.. destroy blackheads n whiteheads.. blah blah blah.. supposed to be GOOD.

sigh i hate inflicting pain on myself.. but all for vanity.. >_< in the past, i would nv do smthg so painful juz to look pretty.. not to mention super expensive.. but now.. i hope to be able to look better (i know my skin cannot be perfect liao la.. juz trying to look better) so that when i rom i can look pretty.. but its really painful.. is it really worth my effort? wad if in the end still no improvement then how.. sigh..

Agh! dun care le! if improve den good. if cannot, den oso nvm!