v-day juz passed.. n now it's cm's bday~! this time we did not do anything special.. no fancy gifts or dinner or anything.. went for a movie and then we juz took a long walk.. juz like wad we did in the past.. we walked from suntec to marina to raffles city and then back again to suntec.. slowly taking out time.. altho we were window shopping n looking at stuff along the way, we weren't realli shopping.. juz walking n walking.. n i realli enjoyed it.. we talked abt everything under the sun, even had a little arguement and resolved it, all in a walk!

earlier this morning i was talking to an old fren.. who said she had failed relationships bcuz its her own problem.. once she got attached to a guy, her expectations became very high and she becomes unreasonable.

i guess everyone has different expectations of an ideal relationship.. but you muz communicate with your partner.. if he/she loves you (and it is within their means) i'm sure there will be a way to solve it.. however, if even you find the request unreasonable, then you really need to control yourself n rethink carefully abt wad you want... it cant be always abt how you feel.. if you realised that you are in the wrong, apologise n make up for it! dun always expect your bf to say sorry, even when you r at fault.. ok maybe you still wan him to say sorry first (girls always need a bit of coaxing ma.. lolz) but after he took the initiative, you muz also admit your mistake.. you cant constantly need your guy to be giving in to you, he will get tired one day..

of cuz u can say that all i had said are so cliche.. everyone knows it.. but u will feel it more when it happens in reality. it is not easy to decide to be together.. it is not juz a happy ending.. it is a beginning to a new phase of life.. and in reality, to begin a new phase of life always brings lots of problems.. in recent movie Bride Wars, it was said that the period of preparation for a wedding will be a trying period for a couple.. some strengthen their bonds even more closely together as they work hand in hand to overcome the various problems, while in others, it brings out the differences in them instead.. this is so true, no matter getting married or not.. when 2 persons try to solve problems together you can tell whether they are suitable for each other..

i hope that in 10, 20 yrs down the road or whenever i'm all weary from all the ups n downs in life, i can read this entry again, and find the initial reason to work hard for everything.

i cant sleep but i'm still happy now.. =) haha.. happy valentine's day n happy birthday~