is it bcuz i've told my boss abt my leaving.. that i feel so much lighter now? everyday when i look up, i find the sky so beautiful.. the sun casting shadows and reflecting light off the clouds.. making them so pretty and magnificent..
maybe it's juz bcuz there's more sunlight now that it isnt raining cats n dogs everyday anymore.. haha...
i developed the photos taken on my hk trip..and i hung them on the wall on the living room.. together with a photo of my parents as well.. it seems to make the home a bit more homelier.. once in a while, i am still brought down by panic at the thought of leaving my home for such a long time. but seeing those photos, i somehow feel a bit better. besides, now is the best time to go explore a bit. i haf no family committment.. and my parents are still fit (not that old yet haha).. plus it would be good for me to reflect and think abt wad it is that i wan to do with my life. learning to adapt to a new place and trying to work there will definitely toughen me up somemore (altho aleadi toughen quite a bit after this AM job..-_-).
realli looking forward to it!
and i really feel like screaming.. I AM ALIVE! =D