cm has gone off to tw for a holiday with his family.. for a whole week! coming back onli next sat, at almost midnite! so envious.. at the same time, i'm gonna miss him so much.. =( u better buy me lots of presents ah!
it is realli weird to be separated for so long.. yea one week is not long at all la, but then, it's the longest we've been apart from each other so far..! i guess in the future, there will definitely be more occasions where either one of us will be away for some time, such as reservists etc.. so i better get used to it! haha..
also... it's already May! My sis is coming back on 25th~ and soon after, The Day will arrive! we will finally be legal! haha..
i am really very happy and excited abt it.. kinda freaky even.. u know, my work really sucks, and i get really sian at work.. sometimes,
juz sometimes i get so frustrated i even cry in the office toilet. but when i think abt this, i will feel some sort of energy taking over me, and a smile will somehow appear on my face w/o me realising! freaky rite?
i think it's because i fully understand how difficult it is to find someone who reciprocates your love, and loves you unconditionally.
in fact, i'm really proud of him! i know it seems weird. wad do u mean by proud?? ok, maybe proud is wrong, i mean pride. erm sounds weird too.. u know.. it's like..
i always complain that my bags are not nice even tho cm thinks i have enough bags alreadi, or i complain my hair is uglier than my friends, or they are slimmer than me, etc etc etc
but i think that my bf is the
best in the world! =D
ok ok i admit, i sometimes will complain to him that my other girlfrens' bfs are better than him cuz they r more romantic than him, they buy more gifts, blah blah blah.
but i know i will nv trade him for anybody else. and somehow, it gives me some sort of pride.
就好像石欣卉唱的歌一样：
我给的拥抱 你要收好
你给的依靠 我放不掉
你给的微笑 还在嘴角
我的骄傲 是你的好
我想回抱 你别转身走掉
这首歌是悲伤的，但听到这几句歌词时，我竟然感到共鸣，也感受到缓缓的一丝暖意。 嘿？ 唱着唱着， 我嘴边也不知觉地浮起了微笑。 怪别扭的！ 歌那么伤感，唱的人竟然会越唱越开心！
哈哈！我想回抱， 你别转身走掉！ 要不然，就要你好看！ XD
-sigh- can u come back alreadi??
