i am feeling 3 different feelings now. all sort of related but not so related. haha..

1. Happy!! Freedom!! My last day at work was ytd. well on paper last day.. on leave for the next 2 weeks.. but still will be going back once or twice a week to see see.. cuz no replacement yet.. but still, it's over =) but then, feel kind of dejected as well.. altho work sucks, i do feel part of the family there.. so quite sad to leave too.. but no worries i will look forward! =D

2. EXCITED!!! looking at jackets n winter clothings etc etc.. preparing for the trip! am so happy n excited!! but at the same time.. a bit worried.. hopefully everything will be ok..

3. feeling old now.. was on FB looking at ppl's photos... saw fk's sg flyer photos.. young n sweet love! actualli i dunno if they r an item but look so sweet surely is a couple liao rite? haha.. reminded me of our beginning.. oso sweet sweet one.. now older aleadi.. even gotten ROMed..
kind of miss the "honeymoon" period, the "birds are singing and flowers are waving at u and the whole world seem to sparkle" dat kind of mood. HAHAHA i'm not exaggerating hor! it is realli lidat when u've just fallen in love! lolz..
research says that falling in love causes ur body to release endorphins on a all-time high. so ur body is like high on drugs lidat. dats why feel so high. smthg lidat. ^^ i could use a little of that once in a while!

of cuz now i am feeling very blessed and happy too.. but.. i feel old... TT____TT altho yes la i am still young but the feeling of youngness is different!

last time we were like this:

So Young by The Corrs

We are taking it easy
Bright and breezy
We are living it up
Just fine and dandy

We are chasing the moon
Just running wild and free
We are following through
Every dream, and every need

And it really doesn't matter that we don't eat
And it really doesn't matter that we don't sleep
It really doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter at all (realli honestly it didnt matter last time.. now if i dun eat dun sleep i think i will just shrivel and dry up. -__-)

'Cause we were so young now
We are so young, so young now
And when tomorrow comes
We'll just do it all again

We are caught in a haze
On these lazy summer days
We're spending all of our nights just
A-laughing and kissing, yeah

No it really doesn't matter if we don't sleep
No it really doesn't matter if we don't sleep
It really doesn't matter at all

now, my song is:

The Young Ones

The young ones,
Darling were the young ones,
And young ones shouldnt be afraid.

To live, love
While the flame is strong,
For we wouldn't be the young ones very long. T__T my thoughts exactly.

Tomorrow,
Why wait till tomorrow,
Tomorrow sometimes never comes.
Love, me,
Theres a song to be sung
And the best time is to sing while were young.

T__T