tagged by weilin.. i tried to do the qns in chi but too hard.. cuz muz type hanyu pinyin den choose the word you wan.. too slow! so in the end i gave up n juz replied in eng.. hehe..

幸福套餐 NO。1♥

01 你的绰号 : andra, ah lian
02 年龄 : =X secret
03 生日 : 14 dec
04 星座 : 射手座（Sagittarius）
05 兴趣 : surf online aimlessly.. eating.. reading.. play silly games..~
06 专长 : 撒娇算专长吗？haha..

幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : yes.
02 是否在交往? : yup
03 现在幸福吗? : I feel that I'm the luckiest girl on earth =D altho i keep saying i wan a lot of things like new laptop, new clothes, new shoes and new bags, actualli i have all the important things in my life aleadi - family, love, n health (health is most impt!! pls let me n my loved ones b healthy forever!!)
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : job hop until i find a job i realli like, but now i dun dare to =(
05 如果有天，你爱的人跟你告白的话? : happy la, cuz if the person u like likes u as well, isnt that a good thing?

幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是: weilin
02 他是你的 : 同年同月同日生的好朋友!
03 他的个性? : friendly, humorous, fun-loving, and like me she is gentle, caring and very clever! haha!
04 认识他多久? : since jc1
05 你觉得他怎样? : she is very nice person who is funny n interesting to talk to! i'm so glad to know someone who has the same birthday as me!
06 你想对他说什么 : i would like to wish her all the best in everything she does..事事顺利, 心想事成!每天都幸福!

幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : guess guess guess and 综艺大哥大
02 最爱的音乐 : chi songs
03 最爱的季节 : singapore where got seasons?! but if u r talking abt other countries.. i guess shd be autumn.. haha..
04 最爱的卡通 : jap anime.. n snoopy and baby blues n garfield too =D
05 最爱的人 : i guess this is refering to bf again.. haha..
06 最爱的国家 : dunno leh.. nv travel much.. but food wise i like jap food a lot. haha.
07 最爱的天气 : a bit cloudy with a nice breeze.. nice to sleep at home..

幸福套餐 NO。5♥

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i dunno who to tag.. not many ppl read my blog.. T_T

OK i shall continue to post abt food! haha..

fri nite met up with ai gals again~~~ sort of reunion dinner but we r meeting again next weekend i think.. to play wii n MJ. hehe.. we had dinner at waraku de pasta at the Marina Sq branch.. the food is not bad.. pizza is realli nice.. and nice dessert as well! but i think i didnt ate a lot.. couldnt even finish my own pasta.. but still 'gian' dessert.. in the end juz ate a bit and cm had to finish the whole thing.. haha..

tiramisu parafait~ (i think dats the name..)then ytd afternoon, met up with val n mich for high tea at goodwood park! at first mark n aiwen were joining too, but mark had some "unfinished business" with his honey (god knows wad haha) and aiwen "seriously tot it was next Sat.." super diaoz.. so in the end it was juz 3 of us.. but its ok.. we had a great time.. juz relaxing on the couch.. n enjoying the piano music.. n chatting n joking.. and the FOOD. we ate a lot! At first we tried to eat like very nicely but in the end decided not to be so pretentious lolz...

nice teapots n teacups..

wide spread of food =)
how can i not grow fat? haha.. cannot cannot.. i muz try to reduce n try to exercise..!!

苏芮：牵手
Title: Holding hands

因为爱著你的爱 (because I'm in love with your love)
因为梦著你的梦 (because I'm dreaming your dreams)
所以悲伤著你的悲伤 (so i'm feeling miserable about your misery)
幸福著你的幸福 (and my happiness is because of your happiness)

因为路过你的路 (because I've walked where you walked)
因为苦过你的苦 (because I had suffered what you suffered)
所以快乐著你的快乐 (thus i'm happy about your happiness)
追逐著你的追逐 (and aiming for what you are aiming)

因为誓言不敢听 (because I dun dare to listen to vows)
因为承诺不敢信 (because i dun dare to believe in promises)
所以放心著你的沉默 (that's why i believe in your silence)
去说服明天的命运 (in tackling tomorrow's fate)
没有风雨躲得过 (there's no storm avoidable)
没有坎坷不必走 (no difficult paths we can skip)
所以安心的牵你的手 (so i feel secure in holding your hand)
不去想该不该回头 (not thinking abt whether we should turn back)

也许牵了手的手 (perhaps after holding hands)
前生不一定好走 (the future path might not be easy to walk)
也许有了伴的路 (perhaps after having a companion)
今生还要更忙碌 (this life will be even busier)

所以牵了手的手 (thus after holding hands)
来生还要一起走 (still want to walk with you in my next life)
所以有了伴的路 (thus after holding hands)
没有岁月可回头 (time will not be turning back)

*in chinese, walking together in this life means to go through life together.

every single word in this song..is reasonating in my heart. and in many others who are thinking of their loved ones right now =)

wad a day..

morning went back sch to take my notes of meeting to write the minutes at home.. then rushed to ICA to collect my passport.. sigh i take so many photos to choose a nice one. in the end its black n white photo.. no diff.. haha.. anyway.. after dat rushed to dbs to remit money to my sis in HK.. den went to see face doc for more med.. the he recommend me to do the pixel treatment. which is literally using laser to pixelate ur face lolz..

so ard 4pm cm accompanied me to the branch in taka.. did the pixel thing.. man it was so painful!!! really burning my skin with laser! and after the whole thing, my face was filled with square dots, like pixelated lidat.. zzz.. so pain aleadi.. they still put anti bacterial gel.. burned like mad.. so painful painful painful!!!!

now it's better.. not as pain but still quite painful.. like pricked by needles.. erm.. oso like sunburnt badly.. supposed to peel to promote cell growth.. kill bacteria in my acne.. destroy blackheads n whiteheads.. blah blah blah.. supposed to be GOOD.

sigh i hate inflicting pain on myself.. but all for vanity.. >_< in the past, i would nv do smthg so painful juz to look pretty.. not to mention super expensive.. but now.. i hope to be able to look better (i know my skin cannot be perfect liao la.. juz trying to look better) so that when i rom i can look pretty.. but its really painful.. is it really worth my effort? wad if in the end still no improvement then how.. sigh..

Agh! dun care le! if improve den good. if cannot, den oso nvm!

my latest craze.. pet society on facebook! realli realli cute n addictive game cuz everything is juz so cute~!!
my living room:
My bedroom:

toilet.. there is actually a pink wash basin but the pet is blocking it.. :green room with all the nice plants! altho its more pink than green..haha..:
kitchen!!! so cool! haha..:yup i'm dat addicted to it..

gg to hk to find my sis in mar.. by myself!!! cuz cm is unable to go with me.. the studious student is gg to do his fyp when i'm not ard (he'd better be..). kinda afraid of taking the plane.. but then i really wanna go visit my sis! and its oso a good chance to travel ard.. plus she would know all the good places so she can show me ard.. hope she doesnt get us lost.. haha..

i juz hope the plane doesnt meet much turbulence!! i am just so so so afraid when the plane shakes.. dun feel secure at all abt flying in the sky.. =(

work is as usual.. draining.. since sch starts.. the hurricane starts again.. everything in a whirl.. happening so fast.. so many deadlines.. sigh.. will be glad for a holiday soon...

so fast... i still rem saying "aiya still got a long time b4 she goes to HK.." and suddenly we're helping her squeeze all her stuff into her luggage and waking up early in the morning to go to airport (actualli i couldnt sleep at all.. juz stayed awake cuz had to get up at 3am.. i think only cm managed to sleep.. n my sis slept too cuz she was sick with flu). then off she goes into the departure hall and the plane took off le! it is january in full blast action!!!

when she went into the departure hall, i suddenly "bu she de" her to go!! haiz why i so emo?? muz be due to lack of sleep, plus worry abt whether she can find her way by herself and if she will be alright alone for 5 mths.. when she didnt call back after her plane arrived in HK (we knew cuz cm checked online.. the plane was late by 1 min! haha we r dat kan chiong..) i was in such a panic.. luckily she managed to call us in the end.. turns out she couldnt use her roaming service, and she had to buy a prepaid card first..the pay as u roam got to manual select operator first.. who the hell would know that???

after knowing she is safe i finally managed to sleep.. after sleeping for abt an hr, we went to buy a web cam so we can chat with her on skype.

first time gonna be separated from my sis for so long.. but hopefully she will have fun during this trip and enjoy herself thoroughly!!

we bot canon eos 450d! wanted to buy one b4 we leave for aussie, but he got a fren who knew a distributor.. who can sell us cheaper than outside.. so he went to check it out.. and it indeed is much cheaper den retail price!

so excited..!! we tried n took lotsa photos juz in a few hrs..

here r some of the nicer photos!! =)

a photo of my ring.. looks super small right..

Ta Dah~~ can crop just the ring out and it is still so clear!!! then i just adjust the brightness n contrast in PS.. looks so nice hor! but the size of his fingers give away the actual size.. hahaha..
looks better in the box.. emo looking ring..

the view outside my room~~~ the lights are so sparkly~~ the shutter speed was almost 30 seconds.. zzzZZZzzz...

eyes saying "are u sure u know wad u r doing.."

cool lights in the car..

i'm in love with this baby! altho it horribly shows all my pimples and fat arms, it can take some very cool photos!

will go hunting for more places with nice scenery or buildings to take more photos!! XD

did i say quit bogging him down with my worries? seems like i juz cant stop worrying.. sigh..

i shd try to relax.. we've got a plan.. plus we are still young and have the freedom to try living overseas. we shd go ahead n give it a try n not wait till we are both older. and i have the most responsible man on earth who has decided to do the most responsible thing for me..

but i juz cant stop worrying >_< i'm happy n excited yet worried at the same time. can anyone tell me if i am normal?

doesnt help at all dat work stress is still high.. but i am trying to remind myself everyday that i shd be thankful for a job at these unstable times, and my job is not really as jialat as some other frens..

lilian be grateful for wad u have!!

dunno why.. maybe i'm too sensitive.. but i feel that when ppl hear dat me n cm have decided to get married.. their first tot is.. "cuz he's rich. so can get married so fast"

yes his dad may be quite rich.. but i'm not marrying his dad! i'm marrying cm! cm n i dun haf much money, to tell the truth. but he wants to go overseas for study. and we wan to be together, so we decided to ROM. it's our own decision! it is because he is responsible enough(to go for 2 weeks holiday is one thing. to stay abroad for 2 years is another thing!) we are not getting a big wedding at a big hotel! not even getting a flat! just a simple rom! why do ppl think we are at an advantage cuz his dad is rich n can pay for everything? precisely we cant pay for everything, we choose not to have a big wedding. just a rom for family n close frens. it's a matter of choice! yes he's got a car. but it belongs to his dad! not him!! u think he can just decide to sell it for money or smthg?? or if he stop driving he can save the petrol money?? the petrol money is paid for by his dad oso wad!! and he is really grateful for it too!

then u ask "he bought u a diamond ring. who can afford a diamond ring when he's still a student?" Yes he bought me a ring. At year-end christmas sale and discount of 40%, plus it's not a big ring, and even tho its from Lee Hwa, it is NOT DESTINEE (hope no one asks me anymore). He spent a lot of effort looking for the best deal.. to be exact, the cheapest but most presentable deal. good n cheap!

a teacher even ask me "why nv ask for a bigger diamond ring?"

BECAUSE i would have said yes no matter he gives me a ring or not. But the fact that he saved up his money and tried so hard to find the best ring he could buy for me touched me tremendously, and made me even more convinced that i can put my trust in him. yes he can easily ask his parents for money to buy a bigger ring. but seriously, would u marry a person like that?

yes my ring is not bigger than others but to me it is the prettiest ring i've ever seen and the only one i want to have. yes we probably are not gg to have a normal wedding dinner. yea his dad can probably pay for it easily, but we are not gg to ask him to do that! we are the ones making this decision despite the fact that cm is still a student. so we have to be responsible for our decision! again, i ask u if u will marry a person who only knows how to ask money from parents?

i envy those who go around choosing flats with their to-be-husbands.. but anywhere with him is home.

i'm glad to have frens who are happy that i've found my happiness. and to those who think me n cm are having an easy time cuz of his family background, i simply dun care. deciding to get married is just the beginning.. do u know how much more we have to do and plan and save up for to really be married? it is a lot of hard work.. no joke!

all these have been cooped up inside of me.. just got to let it out.. i know cm is under a lot of pressure as well.. he's trying to make everything work out.. so i wouldnt need to worry.. and he's working hard on his fyp project.. altho his prof says its ok if it doesnt work.. its just a fyp research proj.. he is still trying his best and he wants to make it work. all i can do to try to cut down on spending, save more money.. dun quit now especially i may not be able to get the same pay elsewhere.. and stop bogging him down with my worries.. i will try..

at the same time, i am glad i'm doing this. i wish that everyone can find their happiness too.. it is not easy, but it is definitely worth it..

Happy New Year everyone~!!!

I had the most special n unique new year gathering this year!!! me n the other ai gals went to the OBS at East Coast! Shan is still an instructor there n asked us whether we wanted to go try some of the items.. we were quite interested n so we went..

first we did the tunnel maze or smthg.. its really fun n exciting~ but its very dark.. good thing shan gave us a light to hold.. at least can help us see a bit.. but i'm so useless.. me n cm were the slowest pair.. cuz i keep screaming la.. haha.. then we got the code wrong.. couldnt open the door.. so sad.. den shan juz open for us.. say dun try le la.. haha..

then we tried smthg i would nv haf tried if on my own.. the one which i always see other ppl do.. walk across a wooden log.. or walk on strings.. or swing over.. i am so afraid of heights!! i kept protesting.. then eveyrone just say aiya come aleadi den juz try lo.. so i tried.. gosh i was so scared!! wanted to turn back but everyone say cannot! so i kept on.. finally finished n i felt so happy!! proud of myself!! i can now say that i've been to OBS. haha.. last year juz went for rock climbing, and was beginner wall.. (n cm pulled me up one.. so not really counted haha)..

anyway, hope 2009 will be a good yr for everyone!! may everyone be happy everyday, healthy and fit~ good luck n have lots of money~~